I have been calling You so much
but You do not respond.
What a hard heart You have!
I do not understand You.

I suppose You are either unable to hear my call
or I lack of proper urge in my sadhana.

I call You under the influence of my selfishness,
begging for Your grace to remove my obstructions.

I desired honour, respect and wealth.
But You did not listen to my prayers.

I wanted liberation, salvation
and requested You
to make me cross the ocean of creation.

But You do not listen to any request of mine.
You are not moved by any demand.

Today, I do not want anything.
I want to give my all.
Please do not ignore me,
do not refuse my love.