Why are You displeased with me?

How many nights have I kept awake?
How many flowers have I collected,
constantly meditating on You?

My dry heart is moistened with Your name.
My valueless life is full of Your ideation.
My restless heart locates itself within You.

I am mad for Your vision.
You come close
but do not stay nearby.
You do not speak with sweet lips.
Is there no attractive force of love in me?

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Why did You not leave after expressing
what made You offended?

So many nights have passed without sleep,
so many flowers have been collected.
With this in mind, I keep doing Your dhyana (deep meditation).

My dry heart melted with Your name.
My meaningless life became filled with Your bhava (ideation).
This restless mind of mine became absorbed in You.

I turn mad for seeing You.

You came near me, but did not sit beside me.
You did not speak with sweet lips.
Do not You have affection for me?